HAHAHAHAHA.
you cannot right click,
Ask me for anythg kay!

♥ And i dont ever wanna be with no one else.
♥ You're the only one that ever made me melt.



♥ Wednesday, April 30, 2008

okay, went out with secret blah blah,
watched The hottie & the nottie.
niceeee,
love stories, wooo i love love stories.

anyhow, secret made honey for me to drink that day,
cause i've been sick at all.
he's been quite restrictive!
>.< no choice. sick ma HORRRR?

bah.

ya man, meeting dearest tml.

okay, now i need to rant about somethg,
figure it out if you can.
ikshbrsaa, aigirdhffh.
jtidkiiwlon, idwgha.
aihbtose, bsirqitm.
lwihijpwmow.
witrsu, uihtswne.

okay done.
oooh, secret bought me pooh stuffs again,
with pjs(:

ahaha,
daddy's awake now.
soccer time for him.
i love daddy, cause im daddy's little girl(:

ps: my room is like a pigsty now.
messy messy yo!
i must clean it up soooooon.
LOLLL.

pss: xmark's reallly sweet today.
love you korkor!
i wish this sweetness will never end.

Fulin's Nana @ 1:12 AM


♥ Tuesday, April 29, 2008

i cant quite place the words,
and the feelings.
its like,
well i dont know.
perhaps more of the someone.
the my heart feels heavy but i dont know why.

maybe it alr tiggered when i had the talk with ah mei.
den it got worse.
spammed chinese songs, this means only one thg.

Held me tight before,
didnt wanted to let go,
but still did.
broke down and cried before,
told myself not to,
but still did.
i've been walking on this path way for a very long time,
each time i looked down,
i only see my footprints.
mayb this way it'll be much better,
i'll only think of,
and not dream of.
dreaming makes people have false hope.
i shud have listened in the past,
mayb now i wundt have felt this way.

iya crap.
dont even know what bloody fuck im talking about.
anyway yes la.
im feeling emo.
one day i'll clear up this messy post.
only i know what im talking about.
please do not assume if you dont know what im talking about.


i only ask once.

Fulin's Nana @ 4:55 AM



" someone to love & someone to hold"

well today was a long day.
had retail therapy while working.
LOLLL, den secret came to fetch me home to change.
wooooooooo,
off we go blow more wind.
LOL, round & round den decided to have prata(:


yummy yummy yum yum,
den home sweet home.

omg, dee texted me today!


someone told me,
saw your girlf with another guy.
ha ha ha.
your retribution i guess.

************************

i saw somethg that reminded me of you today.
never forgot your eyes& love.
but i never forgot how you hurt me as well.
please go as far away as possible from me.
i never want to hear your news,
see anythg related to you,
see you again.
i got over you.





Fulin's Nana @ 3:44 AM


♥ Monday, April 28, 2008

I INJURED ME TOE.
all thanks to ah boy.
he, mei mei and vanessa tried to make me laugh when i was in pain.
like about to cry kind of pain.

anyhow, met secret,
watch Hansel & Gretal.
not too bad(:
sweet home after.
blow winddd !

ohoh, secret gave me a surprise in the car.

ps: shiat, shud have called dearest today):

ahboy gave me flowers to cheer me up.
LOL.

the surprise.
looks exactly like me, when i lie with me smelly pillow!


Fulin's Nana @ 2:24 AM


♥ Sunday, April 27, 2008

" im looking at you, to save me from falling. "



HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHH STEPHH STEPHHY STEPHH !!
lol, stay pretty as always kay !
love you many many (:
hope you enjoy your birthday(:

dang, ystd missed stephh and co's zouk night.
and i didnt know it till this morning,
): now SOMEONE thot i dont wanna go cause stephh mention his name!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
WHO IS IT AH ? STEPHH?!
OH HI YU JIE!! (:

lol, anyway i wanna watch more movies,
and my movie kahki is very meannnn!
booo cheapo.

ohoh some despo guy sent me a msg on frenster,

Date: 04/25/2008 1:08 pm
Subject: sex for cash now
Message: wanna have sex for $500 cash for 1 shot now? + $50 cab do my hse now

well what a fucker eh?
http://profiles.friendster.com/user.php?uid=67216180

somethg is bothering me.

ohoh, fang darling says,
" see when you are not free to date guys, den date me out"
so mean can.
i always treasure my love ones.

i dont know what's wrong with my life now.
anybody to tell me?

ps: i missed meeting jon & xmark ystd night too. )":
ps: i miss my bffs alot.
ps: i miss marks & co alot as well.
ps: as well as ah gong & taoeh.
and the list goes on...

Fulin's Nana @ 1:40 PM


♥ Saturday, April 26, 2008

"my heart went tralalala"



so yea, today is a realllly good day.
as usual, secret came to fetch me.
and wanted to give me a surprise,
as in well, he gave me surprises but the biggest one was well,
not a surprise. LOL.

anyhows, grats secretttttt ;D
ohoh, he baked cookies for me this time,
and gave me a irriating but cute puzzle.
but yes, IRRITATING.

okay.
LOL, he'll be giving the face now i swear.
den met dearest, and off to eatttt.

afterwhich i went to meet girl,
den after she went home,
me, dearest & secret went to punggol end.

den home sweet home.

being pampered is a reaaaally good thg,
especially by secret & dearest.
i swear me getting fatter now.
LOL, they lemme go where i wanna go,
they lemme eat, or rather they bring me go eat whatever i wanna eat.
(no wonder im getting fat)

yea man,
me read some stuffs today,
made me wonder bout somethg,
its this article of frenship and backstabbing.

in short rule no1.
IF you're back stabbing bout a certain someone,
PLS dont get find out.

no2.
IF you're back stabbing bout a certain someone,
subsequently, that someone just happen to blog/talk/mention bout a similar topic,
dont have a guilty conscience and immediately refer to yourself.
this applies esp when there were no names given.
(it might not be talking about you)

no3.
IF you happen to be back stabbing someone,
pls, do not back stab more after you get found out.
otherwise, just go kill yourself.

no4.
IF you happen to be back stabbing about someone,
think of the consequences of you being known as the two headed bitch.
(unless you alr are)

no5.
IF you insist on back stabbing someone,
think about it, save the effort.
DO IT RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEIR FACE.

so the next question will be.
why do ppl back stab?
in fact i even googled it up,
(that's how bored i am now)

1) People who backstab aren't friends.
they are little jealous, insecure people who feel the need to be unkewl to others,
in hopes of feeling better about themselves or impressing someone else.

2) Alot of it has to do with jealousy and they are obviously very immature and not content with themselves. You can find new friends that make you feel like you matter, don't worry. If these friends are hurting you like this you are better off witout them then. Put your head up, cause things can only get better witout them.

3) Jealousy is usually the main issue, they are jealous of you and out of spite choose to back stab to hurt you, it's childish and unfortunately part of life if you're in H.S. If they do this then they weren't really your friend to begin with and you're better off without them.

4) Maybe they are jealous, maybe they have nothing to do with their lives but gossip about you.

5) I believe that people like that are in great pain and are struggling with life and probably were never properly taught how to handle anger or pain so instead of dealing with what makes them unhappy, they redirect that anger and try to bring misery unto someone else.

6) Because they are cowards.

7) People backstab because they are scared human beings.

anyway, yes enough of that.
now for pictures(:


the cookies with a note(:

yum yum cookies.

the puzzzzzle.


Fulin's Nana @ 3:12 AM


♥ Friday, April 25, 2008

okay so , tuesday went to schoooooool.
secret came to send me to school.
after which, its a marcial kobe day.
he went all to clarke quay to get for me while i was schooooling yo !

and wed,
well, had to start me day early.
off to wisma at 2pm.
blah blah.
after work, i got cake to eaaaaat !
LOLLL, courtesy of secret.

after that met fat & baked coooookies (:
yum yum yummy yum.

thursday(today)
off to amk , met fat & fren for awhile.
den off to movie with secret.
sorrrry korkor!
suppose to meet shuhao today but i overslept like reallllly bad.
okay so caught run papa run.
great show,
in fact fabulous.
all shud go catch it !
anyhow, i cried badly after watching the show.
i even ask my mom to call me to talk to me while i cried(:
den texted both mom & dad.

daddy & mommy,
i swear i love you guys alot alot okay!

walked ard, den headed to bugis,
wanted to go for classes,
but in the end.
well.
LOLLL,
hung ard at bugis,
dinnered, bought stuffs.
many many pooooh stuff.
poor secret.

omg shit,
* shud have took a picture of him carrying the stuffs*
LOLLL.

anyhooos, secret lent me his psp ,
so that i wun be soooo bored(:


and yes, gheeting refuses to update.
so many thgs up on me wishlist recently )":

mini donuts !

yummy cake.

hi fat !
so happily playing.

in the processssss.
tadah !!!

another one.

pooh pen.

pooh cosmetic pouch. woooo.
guesssssss? LOL.

major pooh fest.
cute note books.
i feel pretty blessed now.
will the feeeeling all go away?

Fulin's Nana @ 12:04 AM


♥ Tuesday, April 22, 2008

" ME LOVE YOU LOVE ME,"
ps: hi gheeting, its to irritate you.




cousin actually thot i ask him to look for me at 11am.
omg, how on earth.
yes. everybody knows, menny doesnt equal to waking up early.
and yes joei, even i call myself menny too.

supposed to meet dearest.
in the end, did not.
wanted to go shopping b4 work.
ended up doing manicure.
secret called to chat.

& he said, " someone enjoy life hor"
me : who? what thg.
secret : " someone la, b4 work still can shop & do nails"

i had no idea he was talking bout me.
SO YA !
anyway i have pretty nails now,
its a pretty shade of pink.

anyhow, had dinner with wilson ang today.
insists on bluffing me and bullying me.
like always.

secret came to fetch me,
cakeeeee !
and saw this fone pouch,
woooo, there's the pink princess one as well.

cabbed home & home sweet home after.


cousin's work. aka fat.

yay! me cake today.

me new fone pouch.

Fulin's Nana @ 1:34 AM


♥ Monday, April 21, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST GHEETING!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WARREN TOO!

yes, happy birthday to the BFF.

ps: yes joei, we all have this disorder, really.
lol, it will not go away.

joei's msn nick is so sad.
gheeting's so pissed.

BFFs, cheer up okay.
lets go club sooon.
i miss you guys ( even if we just met on friday.)


lovelovelovelovelove.
to you two okay.
like as much as how i love the stars.
like how we use to say,
die young & tying someone to a dead elephant for 7 years.
& like how damark & xiaomark will go " your mama's a whore"



----------------------

I wIlL NvR fIgHt It aGaIn CaS iTs In mY BlOoD...iN ThIs cRuEl WoRlD i LiVe fOr NoThInG bUt OnE dAy I wIlL DiE fOr SoMeThInG said:
dun have to say sorry

I wIlL NvR fIgHt It aGaIn CaS iTs In mY BlOoD...iN ThIs cRuEl WoRlD i LiVe fOr NoThInG bUt OnE dAy I wIlL DiE fOr SoMeThInG said:
u know i teng u alot de

I wIlL NvR fIgHt It aGaIn CaS iTs In mY BlOoD...iN ThIs cRuEl WoRlD i LiVe fOr NoThInG bUt OnE dAy I wIlL DiE fOr SoMeThInG said:
when did i ever blame u wor






Fulin's Nana @ 3:47 AM


♥ Sunday, April 20, 2008

okay yes, im back.
lol, had lots of fun recently.
till i was tooo tired to blog.

anyhow thursday.
met up with secret to look for gheeting's pressie.
=D got her the perfect gift.
after which jarael came to meet us.
had dinner with her,
slacked ard awhile.
den home sweet home to wrap gheeting's pressie.
ohoh, i saw dee today.
it feels so weird.
like really,
had me emoed for a while.

friday, the D day.
secret came to look for me,
helped me with the wrapping (:
HI GHEETING !
lol, den met up with christ & zinc.
but zinc went off to help lareina.
while me & christ cabbed to the chalet to check in and stuff.
had lots of fun with christ.
i was her girlf for that day.
LOL HOR CHRIST???
hahaha. anyway,
she was laughing at me alot.
like really alot.

esp the balloons part,
where i blew the balloons till i was purple in face.
den it burst !
AND YES, she insist im a weakling still.
refuses to lemme carry anythg heavy.

was tooo hungry so me & her went out to eat dinner first before the bbq started.
one by one everybody came.
woooo,
it was greattt.
many catching up & many thgs to talk about.

esp us three bffs.
we were like catching up in a corner(:
loveloves.

den joei left with boyf,
afterwhich, gheeting & boyf send me home(:

great time really.


saturday.
met up with secret ,
he came over to give me a surprise.
which i refuses to guess what is it.
LOL.

secret : eh no, guess what's inside.
me : no i dont want to guess.
(starts opening up the wrapper)
secret : wa cannot la, guess guess.
(trying to prevent me from opeing without guessing)
me : no i refuse to.

yay i win.
LOL.
anyway its this ferris wheel with many angels on it.
(i was just saying how cute that thg was)
aint he sweeeet.
okay.

anyway he said,
now you have two thgs to do when you're sad.
1) go eat your skittles ( the anti emo pills)
2) spin the ferris wheel, and show me the face of the angel.
(all the angel faces are all happy faces btw)

me : but den all of them are smiling, no fair.
secret : thats the whole purpose.

yes, after which i showed him the video of gheeting's torture.
and off we go to vivo.
had terra .
wooooo again, heavenly potato.
heavenly food.

walked ard & went to toys"r"us.
and yes bought a tama,
and secret got one tooo.
to acc play with it.
ha ha ha ha !

ohoh, omg the hot pink shoes & sandles.
wa i love.

went to candy empire to get my favourite jellybeeeeeans too !
make ppl jealous. LOLLLLL.

went to cathay, to catch a movie.
sleuth, magnificent show.
its a must watch really. (:

den after that. cabbed back to sk for macs.
den dearest came to look for us. (:
slacked & talked till morning.
what were we talking about.
wellll, WE ALLLLL WONDER.
HEH.

sunday, today.
okay think i aint gng anywhere today.
like yes.
stay at home !
anyhow, just met girl awhile.
miss her so.
(:
and yes, HI WILSON.
YOU ARE NONSENSE.
see you on monday !

never knew you were such a two faced person,
reallly, and to think i didnt think it was your fault.
omg and you, doing all these thgs out of spite & jealousy.
note to self: you never know who'll betray you.
2nd note to self: the thgs ppl do out of jealousy.
tsk tsk.


PICTURES TIMEEEE !



toast box!
and their laksa, yum yum.
tuesday pizza hut!
beening craving for pizzas.
he insisted on giving the thumbs up.

yet again (:
secret bought me this mango cheese cake when he,
fetch me from school on tuesday.
den allan forgotten to take his stuffs from me,
so he came back to look for me !
hi allan !
wednesday after work.
look at all the hidamaris i got !
actually secret " tonged" them (:






and this is the somethg hazelnut cake which secret got me.yumyummmmm ! (:
me lovelove cakes.
HI GHEETING !
we used more then this amt of tapes
for your pressie.
dinner with christine.
joei taking me knowing she taking me acting natural.
the bffssssss.
acting cuteeee!
joei and meee. and gheeting.
aint it love?
the two birthday girls.
terra.
( i forgot to take my baked potato)
dang, but it was hellllll deleeeecious.
the angel ferris wheel.
HELLO TAMAS.
guess which is mine?
hahahahahah.



Fulin's Nana @ 6:12 PM


♥ Thursday, April 17, 2008

woooooooo.
i am a tired & happy girl.
LOL.

i am sooo hooked on to mastumoto & co ((((:
okay, anyhow.
secret came to fetch me since monday till today(wed)
each time he brings me different cakes.
LOL.

i soooo love food.

ohoh, ystd (tuesday)
met up with allan for dinner ystd.
he was feeling a little low.
so yea.
lkl, cheer up okay (:
okay me off to mastumoto more alr(:
pictures up sooooon !



ooh ,
secret "tong" many HIDAMARI for meeeee today.
someone very sweeeet recently hor?
hahahahah.



pink is hot sex.
but ghee's blog just made me died.
)":

Fulin's Nana @ 2:02 AM


♥ Tuesday, April 15, 2008

sunday,
went for a movie with secret & girl.
caught Definitely, Maybe.
nice show,
damn touching i cried.
like woooo.

monday ( today )
fucking tiring day.
i swear.
LCB.

ps: good luck secret (:


): dont know why.


ohoh, ah gong was being very sweet today.
i miss him):

Fulin's Nana @ 1:56 AM


♥ Sunday, April 13, 2008

"have always been love"





life's just toooo greatttt.
really,
been not in a good mood recently,
& complained to secret thatt i have nothing to blog about(:

wooo.
anyhow, secret came to give me another surprise this nooon.
i lovelove surprises! :D
sweeeeeettt can.

den dinner timeee !
yay (:
met jiemei first,
den off to meet damark,
den met weiling & xmark.
afterwhich, isabel & jon came (:

woooo nong nong time since i saw them,
miss em fuckers soooo much can.
feels like the past in sec school.
crapping & funny noises all the way.

wonderfullll dinner,
lovely company.
jokes & laughter all the way.
but somehow thru the talks,
we know we all have grown.
over the years,
we aged but our frenship continue always.

we know, we'll always be here for each other.
no matter what happens.
tho times where we all feel sad, emo, alone.
but deep down, we have never left each other.

yeaps, true frens (:

okay anyhow after dinner,
wanted to call ghee the bitch down.
but dont know why cannt call.
(she said she answered, but no voice)
den nic the lao cheebye,
came to look for us.

slacked awhile,
made more noise.
den nic sent us home,

cause army boys not use to the timing.
wooooo.
LOLLLL.

okay. pictures timeeeee !
ps: i swear i look like crap.




fooooood !

slacking time.

me & damarkkkk.

meeee & jiemeiiii.

meeeee & xmarkkk.
meee & weilinggggg.

jonnn & nicccc
(isabel left alr)

someone's very big FINE.

the surprise (:

it says:
Name: Melanie Lim (Nana)

Skittles 5mg (anti-emo)
take 2-5 tab, 3 times a day.

reduce emotional discomfort

best before: 12/05/08

blahblahblah.
so cute righttttt.

my bottle of skittles (((:

ps: xyuan called & said camp is fucked up!
pss: willie said he saw meeee.
psss: gheeting is hooked to a no sense song now.
HAHAHAHA.



anyhow, jiemei please cheeup.
thgs will be fine i swear,
c'mon you can always call me(:
anytime.


LOVE YOU GUYS .

Butterfly kisses.

There's two things I know for sure:
She was sent here from heaven and she's
daddy's little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night
She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes and
I thank god for all the joy in my life
Oh, but most of all
For butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer;
sticking little white flowers all up in her
hair; "Walk beside the pony, Daddy, it's my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny, Daddy, but I sure tried."
In all that I've done wrong I know I must
have done something right to deserve a hug
every morning and butterfly kisses at night.

Sweet 16 today
She's looking like her mama a little more everyday
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and make-up from ribbons and curls
Trying her wings out in a great big world.

But I remember
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer; sticking
little white flowers all up in her hair.
"You know how much I love you, Daddy, But if you
don't mind I'm only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time."
With all that I've done wrong I must have done
something right to deserve her love every morning
and butterfly kisses at night.

All the precious time
Like the wind, the years go by.
Precious butterfly.
Spread your wings and fly.

She'll change her name today.
She'll make a promise and I'll give her away.
Standing in the bride-room just staring at her.
She asked me what I'm thinking and I said "I'm not
sure-I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl."
She leaned over...gave me butterfly kisses with her mama there,
Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
"Walk my down the aisle, Daddy-it's just about time."
"Does my wedding gown look pretty, Daddy? Daddy, don't cry!"

Oh, with all that I've done wrong I must have
done something right.
To deserve your love every morning and butterfly
kisses-I couldn't ask God for more, man this is what love is.

I know I gotta let her go, but I'll always remember
every hug in the morning and butterfly kisses.


Fulin's Nana @ 1:15 AM




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